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03-15-2008, 09:11 PM
i mean, what, am i powerless against something here?
the vacuum is in there, the bedroom is disassembled, everthing is ready to be put back into place, into some kind of order, so that it feels correct to be creative in here again. but i am just sitting here……AND……AND>………..my god, i went to the fucking comic store. i fucking went to forbidden planet. bought the back issues i didnt have of batman. AND the MoonKnight graphic novel. i mean, i asked the guy about it and he really knew i would like it because they are making those old school stories relevant again, although comics really worked when we all thought we were going to be fried up in a nuclear war any day…..in the grand 1980’s. *
i am such a loser.
i dont even have plans.
i mean, i am going to a play at some point this weekend and if i dont take a fucking nap again tomorrow mid day MID DAY when the antique markets are open i will do that.
but i can see it now. i am going to be all Mr. Pledge furniture polish all night again drinking soda’s listening to Fugazi, screaming along while I arrange and re arrange stacks of books i don’t need to keep that i already read. how many books can one man have about the mystery of the Crystal Skull? well, 3 it seems. and I don’t even want to discuss how many copies of Celtic Frost “Morbid Tales” I found. I will say this, not as many copies as Danzigs first record.
God damn i love him. fuck.
this is why i am not bf material…. seriously. *its me and that fucking Cosmos box set. that is where the love is.
okay. enough.
i have had enough and i have to fucking make these demos.
the bedroom is going down. this just has to stop.
goodbye couch.
hello saturday night.
saturday night is on the other side of the dust…..i just have to keep saying that.
fuck*


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